Tuesday, December 30, 2008
sigh.. this is terrible.. schs up in 2 days n im like still slacking.. not willing to do my homework n stuff.. im seriously dreading the new year.. arrrgh! its too fast. i hav a feeling tat somthing is wrong wif me... i feel like a stranger towards them. nth to talk bout n stuff. but i noe tat they still treat me as a good fren but lots hav changed.. its not like the early days when the hols are over n we disscussed bout the world around us. this time is different.. so many people im avoiding, i just dun feel "right".. damn, wads wrong wif me?
WHY? i dunno n i just dun wish to blabble bout it..
watchnights tmr.. im excited bout it.. may cycle there. xD think bout it, cycling at midnight wif ur close fren, aint tat great? hah! i just wish tat my mom would permit..
PS: Happy Birthday Random Amanda!
ok tats all bye n God Bless.
12:19 PM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Got this from Russell ><. hahahahah
1. How old will you turn in 2009?
16, darn, im old><
2. Would you rather love one person or have many relationships?
one person
3. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
dunno n duncare.. hahah
4. When was the last time you laughed?
1 second ago, as usual xD
5. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
snoozing
6. What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
its Russell, so qiao lor ><
7. What did you do today?
read the newspaper
8. Who do you really want to see now?
Cell mates xD
9. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
this is stupid, rite?
10. Who's your last missed call?
eh.. i seriouly dunno. LOL
11. What's something you really want now?
a tangible God!
12. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
ytd was horrible..
13. Would you go back in time if you had the chance?
yes
14. What's something you need to go shopping for?
im not a fan of shopping xD
15. Do you want kids?
nah
16. Are you in love with anyone?
nopee
17. How's your heart lately?
uh, fine?
18. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
no ideaaaaaaaa
19. Is your phone close to you?
yuppie
20. What is bothering you now?
lots of stuff, bout the last few days..
21. What does your last received text message say?
lazy type.. can?
22. Where are you now?
erm, u wan general or specific? for general,"im on EARTH". for specific,"im at HOME"
23. Are you listening to music?
no
24. Do you like country music?
yes yes, definatly
25. Do you wet toothbrush before toothpaste?
yet another stupid qn.. yes..
26. How is your hairstyle right now?
messy, cant meet anyone now.. hahahahahah
27. Do you like your first name?
ok.. but i still prefer ppl calling me 'Sam'
28. The last thing you drank?
some herbal tea
29. What you sing obnoixously in the car?
no. its dumb
30. What did you do 15 minutes ago?
filling through the papers
31. Do you think you are a good person?
nope
32. The first contact in your phone?
Aaron Alex
33. The sweetest person in your life?
my God!
34. The closest male to you now?
erm.. russell??
35. The person you're chatting with now?
Computer. LOL. hahahahah
36. The languages you are able to speak?
english, chinese(suck at it), jap(abit), malay(abit also)
37. The last person whom you screwed?
dun bother to remember xD
38. One word about your life now.
uh.. changing..
39. Where do you wish to work?
At an open safari in Africa!
40. what are you specially good at?
being lame
41. Would you date someone younger than you?
yes
42. Who are you to yourself?
Myself?
43. Do you forgive people easily?
uh.. must try hard lor
44. Which girls are closest to you now?
Zoey n Amanda
45. Your dressing style?
t-shirt n jeans or 3/4
46. How are you different from other girls?
hah! im GUY
47. The bad point in yourself?
erm. short tempered.. so dun IRRITATE ME 4 GOODNESS SAKE! xD
48. The last contact in your phone?
Zoey Tan
49. Your favourite song?
waa, siao, so hard><
50. The 2 hated contacts in your phone?
dun wanna offen ppl
51. Learn one language in 10 days?
no?!
52. One gorgeous girl you came across?
uh, wad m i suppose to do??
53. Who's your biggest enemy?
devil of course
54. Which gang do you support?
MY clique?
55. What do you think about gangsters?
dunwanna say ><
56. Proper age to join gang?
99 yrs old
57. Do you have a blogspot?
-refuse to answer-
58. Do you like people who smoke?
no
59. What do you think about modelling?
ok..
60. Given a chance, would you like to be a model?
no thanks
61. Whose approval to you usually seek first?
friends
62. What do you wish to be in the future?
biologist..
The 5 lucky peeps to do this quiz:
- POTato
- Zoey Bangs
- Random Amanda
- Aaron
- Whoever wants to take it, take it.
9:02 AM
Friday, December 26, 2008
this is one of the worst Christmas i hav...
dun ask y.. dun wanna talk about it..
but, i still love Christmas.. xD
byebye n God Bless!
5:52 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
my great-grandmother just died n my father wanted my to attend the funeral.. but i knew tat if i go, i would hav to knee down n bow b4 my great-grandmother, tat, was like a big BIG 'NO NO!'. so then i qurrelled wif my father bout this.. I FREAKINGLY CANT GET IT, IS KNEEING DOWN IN FRONT OF HER THE ONE N ONLY WAY TO RESPECT HER?? WHAT IS WRONG WIF U DAD?? CANT U RESPECT MY RELIGION?? I TELL U WAD, IF U CANT RESPECT MY GOD N RELIGION, I CANT RESPECT URS.. PLS LAR DAD, THERE ARE MANY WAYS TO RESPECT A DEAD, THEIR SPIRIT N SOUL LEFT THEIR BODY LE LAR, ITS JUST AN 'EMPTY HOUSE'. PLEASE DUN LET DARKNESS COVER U, STOP BEING SO HARD-HEARTED. i know i cant blame him as it is the work of the devil. just go back to hell, devil, I HATE U n bring ur darkness back together wif u, i DUNWAN n i REJECT it..
N IF U THINK U DEVIL FAVOURS ANYONE OF US, U R DEAD WRONG AS HIS MAIN MOTIVE IS TO DESTROY US ALL.. so dun be stupid enough to praise him or wadsover..
~end~
4:14 PM
Monday, December 22, 2008
...why?...
answers are never easy to find,
but the light of Christ,
will show u answers.
Hosanna, one of my favs, got a craving 4 it right now xD
I see the King of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see His love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing
Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest (x2)
I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
8:48 AM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
aiya.. mixed feelings today lar.. bordom, sadness, randomness, happyness, lameness, quietness.. u guessed it. put all of them in a blender n mix them up n tats wad u hav 4 today.. y must people get emo over relationship??
9:50 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Today is like no other day, its like ytd n the day b4 n the day b4 n the day b4 n the day b4 n so on n on n on.. lol tats it 4 today.. gonna go out wif elvin later. hahah. its been half a year since we met each other wor.. ><. may God bless us n you ^^. byebye
12:57 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
i just hav the gut feeling tat the end is coming soon... people gossiping about each other, backstabbing each other, insulting each other.. man, this is happening more n more oftenly.. chaos is everywhere. no one is safe. terrorists around the world are increasing. there looks like a third world war is gonna come anytime now.. i dun think im ready 4 all this. but how does one get ready? i dont have the foggiest idea.. serously><. ytd was pretty scary. people changing thier hearts all too suddenly n too soon n too oftenly.. someone tat you tot were your fren could turn on u suddenly.. its a terrifying fact. must we live wif this mindset? i wanna leave here, its too scary. it just hit me tat its gonna b super busy nxt year.. not too sure if i got time 4 bible studies. hope tat God will give me more time. submitted the form already, man global warming.. no turning back 4 us now, soon it will be so hot that everything will either burn or melt, shortly after tat, the ice age.. maybe the warth of God is gonna come anytime now.. creepy.. i wont wanna be living in tat era. i need a Godly Passion from Him..
10:38 AM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
wee.. ytd was fun. left home at around 1.30 n went to meet russell at pasir ris mrt station.. man, he was late.. LOL.. but i waited anyway, hahah, then i bought some foodies from old chang kee(did i spell it correctly?) LOL, anyway, we went to tampines n we walked to tampines central cc. when we reached, russell was like "i cant believe we walked all the way here", then i was like "well u better believe it". LOL, then we laughed. it was a dumb comment by both of us.. saw emmanuel n his church camp frens (i think) at the badminton court.. then i ate my chicken wing.. it was oily n fattening. LOL! i cant believe my stamina so low sia>< play awhile then no energy le. after resting, emmanuel played wif me n he somehow said that i played like a drunkard. "lol, must be the chicken wing i told him" (yea, im crapping alright). n i made him laugh><. well, i was a dumb day.. to make i dumber, me n russell went to emmanuel house where we played hotel 626.. didnt know russell was a pro at it although he stopped playing at stage3. yup we completed the whole game, thx to him hahah. emmanuel was like covering his ears when we were playing. hahahah. ate some curry at his house too. it was yummy.. lots of tau pok my favourite xD.. hahahah, then went on youtube to watch some dumb video, madtv. then we also watch happy tree frens.. SO SADISTIC LOR. hahah but we got a good sadistic laugh too..
stayed there until 7 then we go home.. russell went random again i started spookying him wif hotel626. LOL, dunno he got nightmare ytd mar.. hahahah tats all 4 ytd.. God Bless n bye!
9:28 AM
Monday, December 15, 2008
im backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! hah!
1. person who tagged you
Darius i think
2. Your relationship with him/her
Good Fren
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
a) wierd
b) uh nerd?
c) fun?
d) anti-social when wif me><
e) uh secretive?
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
uh dunno, lots i guess
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
dunno... this is getting lame
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
he wont b my lover.....
7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
HE WONT B MY LOVER...........
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
uh, i wont make him my enemy
9. There is no spoon question.
HUH?
10. What do you want to tell him/her now?
CAN WE PLS GO OUT SOMEDAY?! Pls!
11. Your overall impression of him/her?
uh.... dumb random
12. How do u think people around you feel about you?
uh chatty or emo at times..
13. The characteristics you love about yourself are?
being a Christian.. im glad im a believer xD
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
no comments
16. For people that care & like you, say something to them.
ok.... God Bless You Guys xD
17.tag 10 ppl WHO HAS A BLOG ! (lazy tag. YOU'RE TAGGED !)
1) Potato
2) Random Amanda
3) Zoey Bangs
4) Jing Yi
5) Fiona
6) Danny
7) Spring
8) Denise
9) Chelsa
10) Aaron
18. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?
no idea...
19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
Female
20. If no. 7 & no. 10 are together will it be a good thing?
NOPE... i doubt they would be together in the 1st place... its WRONG!
21. What is no. 2 studying?
Same subjects as me
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
1 hr ago on msn.. hahahah
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
i dunno leh
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
yup... pot jr.. LOL
25. Will you woo no. 3?
hmmmm.. ill prefer her as a good fren xD
26. How about no. 7?
NEVER! lol><
27. Is no. 4 single?
i suppose so..
28. What is the surname of no. 5?
PEH! lol...
29. What are the hobbies of no. 10?
uh.. being lame? n
30. Do no. 5 & no. 9 get along well?
I suppose so...
31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
GVSS.. same as me!
32. Say something about no. 1.
STOP ROTTING... DO SOMETHING n no saying "huh?"
33. Have you tried developing feelins for no. 8?
nope n dont plan to..
34. Where does no. 9 live?
i think pasir ris... i also not sure =x
35. What colour does no. 4 like?
Pink? Yellow? Blue? i dunno leh..
36. Are no.1 & no. 5 best friends?
YES YES! more than best frens somemore...
37. Does no. 1 have any pets?
noooo. the pet will rot wif him if he has one...
38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Hello?! guy sexy? pls la.......... -.-
39. what is no. 10 doing now?
uh eating? sleeping? projects? out wif fren? slacking? can b anyone of those.. LOL
7:35 PM
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
the boredom is killing me.............................................. argggggggggggggggh.......... some1 ask me go out pls.............
5:22 PM
Monday, December 8, 2008
got this while blog surfing. hahah.
TO POTATO: take my quiz using ctrl C n ctrl V kay?!
Ps: lazy blog about the stuff tat happen today.. u wan noe more then ask me.. LOL!
1.What have you been doing recently?
Slacking?
2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
No, cos lazy.
3.What happened at 10am today?
Watched some tv shows which wer boring...
4.When did u last cry?
Last month
5.Believe in fate/destiny?
So CHIM! dun wan to ponder bout it
6.What do you want in your life now?
Be a better person wif His help.. xD
7.Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood?
None?
8.Whats your favourite thing to have on ur bed?
Pillows.. duhhhhhhhh
9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
3/4s
10.Whats the nicest thing in your inbox?
Dunno dun care
11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
haven try yet. LOL
12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Nope
13.What was the last movie you caught?
City of Ember
14.What are u proud of?
My God
15.What does your oldest text msg in ur inbox says?
"Uh hum. I going kallang leh."
16.What was the last song u sang out loud?
Some church songs..
17.Do you have any nicknames?
Samaul<-from pot, SML
18.What does ur last text msg says?
" Lol. Nah mayb ill watch u play. Haha "
19.What time did u go to bed last night?
11 plus?
20.Are you currently happy?
Ok lar
21.Who gives u the best advice?
Elizabeth n some Cell Members. haha
22.Do u eat whipped cream straight from can?
NO. FATTENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
My sis
24.Is something bugging you now?
Yup
25.What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
I think its babat?
26.Do you wear toe socks?
Nope
27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Danny
28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yup
29.What annoys you most in a person?
PURE IRRITATORS
30.Do you have a crush on someone?
No
31.Have you ever done cocaine?
No
32.What is the colour of your room?
Light blue
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
No... this is dumb
34.Do you believe in the saying,talk is cheap?
Is there one? lol. i think so.. its free i think
35.Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Me lor.. haha
36.Who was the last person to hug you?
Cant remember
37.Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
Yes
38.Do you have a life?
/\/\/\/\ = dumb qn
39.Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
Think so
40.What is the reason behind yr profile song?
Nice?! Smoothing bah
41.Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams ?
Myself hahahahahahahahaha
42.Last time you smiled?
1 second ago. hahahaa
43.Have you changed this year?
Yup
44.What are you listening to rite now?
Nothing
45.Are you talking to someone while doing this?
Nooooooo
46.Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
Opennnnnnnnnnnnn
47.Is there a quote you live by?
NO!
48.Do you want someone you can never have?
Aiya so CHIM! i dun understand n i refuse to answer. hahaha
49.Have you ever played an instrument?
Guitar
50.What was the worst idea you had this week
dunno
51.What were you doing last night at 11pm?
snoozing?
52.Are you happy with your love life now?
I dun have one. hahaha
53.What song best describes your love life?
I dun have one again.................... LOL
54.Does the person know you like him/her?
I DUN HAV ONE!!!!!!!!!!! -.-
55.Who always makes you laugh?
JianHui n maybe Russell n Aaron n Bangs n Random n people wif dumb jokes?
56.Do you speak other languages other than english?
Chinese n abit Jap
57.Favourite websites?
http://www.mortallyhim.blogspot.com. hahaha
58.Whats yr middle name?
Mortally.. LOL
60.What do you think you are like?
Lazy??
61.Who will you choose to die with?
another dumb qn /\/\/\/\
62.Where have you been today?
Tm n Bus n Home
63.What game do you play often?
Warcarft 3 Frozen Throne
64.Who are you missing now?
The cell group.. lol
65.If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?
No lover so FREN! hahahaha. another dumb qnnnnnnnnnnnn
66.What are you doing right now?
Reading the quiz
67.Which primary school are you from?
Coral Primary School
68.Name 3 colours that you like?
Sliver, black, brown
69.What emotion do you like to show?
0o
70.What is your life to you ?
Life is a gateway??
5 people you would like to tag.
1. Pot
2. Bangs
3. Random
4. Chelsa
5. Darius
7:22 PM
Friday, December 5, 2008
haha.. just another random post. lol..
theses are the lyrics 4 You are my king:..
And Im forgiven because you were forsaken
And Im accepted, You were condemned
And Im alive and well, Your Spirit is within me
Because you died and rose again
Amazing love, how can it be?
That you, my King, would die for me?
Amazing love, I know its true
Now its my joy to honour You
In all i do i honour You!
You are my King, You are my King, Jesus
You are my King, You are my king!
Thank God 4 the cell group today.. it was nice knowing more about You..
Thank You 4 your Gift of salvation
Thank You 4 your Grace
Thank You 4 sending Your only Son, Jesus to die for our sins
Thank You most of all 4 Loving Us...
PRAISE GOD! XDD
3:03 PM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Finally read finish WARCRAFT- The day of the Dragons. hah! its a nice book but its kinda ungodly =/. lol.... i haven completed my homework yet.. i guess this hol is too slackie 4 me.. hahah.. i doubt there are any thing more to post so.. till then, God Bless! Btw, u guys should try riding a bike in the rain. hahah, its fun... XD
12:10 PM
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
aww.. flowers dead, im gonna miss her..
11:00 AM
Monday, December 1, 2008
yay, my compt is fixedXD. haha. read this proverb from the bible n i tot of sharing it; its from PROVERBS 1:20-33
20 Listen! wisdom is calling out in the streets and market places,
21 calling loudly at the city gates and wherever people come together:
22 "Foolish people! How long do you want to be foolish? How long will you enjoy the pouring scorn on knowledge? Will you ever learn?
23 Listen when I reprimand you; I will give you good advice and share my knowledge with you.
24 I have been calling you, inviting you to come, but you would not listen. You paid no attention to me.
25 You have ignored all my advice and have not been willing to let me correct you.
26 So when you get into trouble, I will laugh at you. I will mock you when terror strikes-
27 when it comes like a storm, bringing fierce winds of trouble, you are in pain and misery.
28 Then you will call for wisdom, but I will not answer. You may look for me everywhere but you will not find me.
29 You have never had any use for my knowledge and have always refused to obey the LORD.
30 You have never watched my advice or pay any attention when i corrected you.
31 So then, you will get what you deserve, and your own actions will make you sick.
32 Inexperienced people die because they reject wisdom. Stupid people are destroyed by their own lack of concern.
33 But whoever listens to me will have security. He will be safe, with no reasons to be afraid.
............. think about it.. God Bless!
Nets..... lots of nets in my life, enof to ensnare n trap me. i dun wanna get trapped, i wanna get out.. I WAN THOSE NETS REMOVED n i need your help..
9:58 AM